So this is my first fanmix! I've been collecting songs for a while. There's quite a bit of Red because, well they are my Twilight as well as one of my favorite bands. If you have any advice for the next one let me know! Just click on the song title to get to the download link!





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Mystery of You
 by Red
Bella's POV [B/E]
Bella's thoughts in those hours in the forest after Edward leaves.

You always said we'd meet again.
You always said you'd be here.
Where are you now?
You touched the deepest part of me,
the places I could not see.
Just tell me why I'm so dark inside.

Somewhere I will find
all the pieces torn apart
you just left behind in your mystery.
Somewhere I will see
all you've taken from me
all you kept deep inside
in the mystery of you.
The mystery of you.
...
I'm paralyzed, I can't escape
until I see your face.
Don't leave me all alone.
You're all I know.
You're all I know.
You're all I know.
Don't go, don't go.

Dismantle. Repair.
by Anberlin
Jacob's POV [J/B]
Jake's feelings when Edward returns and Bella chooses the Cullens.

Four weeks have felt like years
since your full attention was mine.
The night was young and so were we
Talked about life, god, death, and your family.
Didn't want any promises
just my undivided honesty, and you said.

Oh oh, things are gonna change now for the better.
Oh oh, things are gonna change, oh, they're gonna change.

I am the patron saint of lost causes
A fraction of who I once believed.
Only a matter of time.
Opinions I would try and rewrite.
And if life had background music playing your song
I've got to be honest, I tried to escape you
but the orchestra plays on.



Beauty from Pain
by Superchick
Bella's POV [B/E]
Bella's depression after Edward left.

The lights go out all around me
one last candle to keep out the night.
And then the darkness surrounds me.
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died.
And all that's left is to accept that it's over.
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made.
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder.
I feel like I'm slipping away.

After all this has passed, I still will remain.
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain.
Though it wont be today,
someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain.
You'll bring beauty from pain.

My whole world is the pain inside me.
The best I can do is just get through the day.



Trouble
by Coldplay
Edward's POV [E/B]
Edward's feelings towards leaving Bella.

Oh no, I see
A spider web is tangle up with me,
And I lost my head.
The thought of all the stupid things I'd said.
Oh no, what's this?
A spiderweb, and I'm caught in the middle
So I turned to run,
the thought of all the stupid things I've done.

I never meant to cause you trouble,
and I never meant to do you wrong.
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
 Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.



Out from Under
by Red
Bella's POV [B/E]
Bella's depression after Edward left her.

Knocked off my feet
the earth moved beneath
the edge of a dream and a nightmare.
I opened the door
fell through the floor
I slipped through the cracks into nowhere.

So tell me where were you
when everything fell down
like thunder.
I begged you to pull me
through.
I couldn't get out from
under.

I took the fall, I took it all.
My smile was just an illusion.
Cut me I bleed, reveal me I need.
I finally broke in the pressure.

So tell me where were you
when everything fell down
like thunder.
I begged you to pull me
through.
I couldn't get out from
under.
Left me for dead, inside my
head.
Couldn't you see that I was
still breathing.
Screaming, I reached for you.
I couldn't get out from under.



Storm
by Lifehouse
Bella's POV [B/E]
Her depression & the cliff diving.

How long have I
been in this storm.
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form.
Water's getting hard to tread
with these waves crashing over my head.

If I could just see you
everything will be alright.
If I'd see you
the storminess would turn to light.

And I will walk on water.
And you will catch me if I fall.
And I will get lost in your eyes.
And everything will be alright.
And everything will be alright.



Start Again
by Red
Edward's POV [E/B]
What Edward is thinking while he's away and once he returns.

And I remember everything, everything I loved.
I gave it all away like it wasn't enough.
All the words I said and all you forgive.
How could I hurt you again?
What if I let you win?
What if I make it right?
What if I give it up?
What if I want to try?
What if you take a chance?
What if I learn to love?
What if, what if we start again?

On this time I can make it right
with one more try.
Can we start again?
In my eyes you can see it now.
Can we start again?
Can we start again?

The emptiness inside me I wonder if you see
it's my mistake and it's hurting me.
I know where we've been.
How'd we get so far?
What if, what if we start again?



Crawl [Carry Me Through]
by Superchick
Bella's POV [B/J]
Bella's depressed, but Jake swoops in and becomes her personal sunshine.

How long will this take?
How much can I go through?
My heart, my soul aches.
I don't know what to do.
I bend but don't break.
And some how I'll get through
because I have you.

And if I had to crawl,
will you crawl too?
I stumble and I fall,
carry me through.
The wonder of it all
is you, see me through.



This song is the song that inspired this entire mix. It is seriously my New Moon theme song. Every word fits it so perfectly.

Never Be the Same
by Red
Bella's POV [B/E]
Bella's life after Edward leaves.

I know you,
who are you now?
Look into my eyes
if you can't remember,
do you remember?
I can see, I can still find
You're the only voice my heart can recognize,
but I can't hear you now, yeah.

I'll never be the same.
I'm caught inside the memories,
the promises,
our yesterdays
when I belonged to you.
I just can't walk away,
cause after loving you,
I can never be the same.

And how can I pretend I never know you,
like it was all a dream, no.
I know I'll never forget
the way I always felt with you beside me
and how you loved me then, yeah.

You led me here
but then I watched you disappear.
You left this emptiness inside
and I can't turn back time.
No, stay.
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.
I can't let you go.
Can't let you go.
I can't let you...

I'll never be the same.
Not after loving you.
Not after loving you, no.

I'll never be the same.
I'm caught inside the memories,
the promises,
our yesterdays,
when I belonged to you.
I just can't walk away
cause after loving you.
I can never be the same.
I can never be the same.
I will never be the same.

I just can't walk away.
No, I can't walk away, from you.






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One Tree Hill
+ Pictures of You [1-12]
+ Sad Songs for Dirty Lovers [13-18]
+ You Call It Madness but I Call It Love [19-23]
Charmed
+ Forever Charmed [24-31]
+ Kill Billy Vol. 2 [32-34]
+ Charmed Again Prts. 1&2 [35-39]
Michael Phelps
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One Tree Hill
+Random Season 5 [1-11]
+I love you but I've chosen Darkness [12-20]
+Songs  To Live And Die By [21-32]
+Some You Give Away [33-39]
+ All These Things That I've Done[40-44]
So You Think You Can Dance
+Season2;Season3;Season4 [45-56]
Friends [57-63]
Sex and the City [64-66]

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